y? y? y?

me and her was already not on close terms.. maybe tis incident might futher a greater misunderstand.. it doesnt make any difference when i say whether i mind or not cos u lyk her.. dont u? to juvone: do u rmb tis words? read down. "the chalet thingy... u wanna organise yet i dunno... where do i stand... i dun even noe u wanna organise... we are suppose to help together... but now... i also dunno wat happen.. well... i not blaming u lor... if reali gonna organise... i hope i could help lor... budden if u dun want i also nth to say... and then still i wanna say sorry whether u like it or not... still wanna say sorry lor... cos is like i reali didnt backstab or betray u or wat lor.... i think there is a misunderstanding lor... and i hurt u in a certain way... so i have my fault to a certa 1c in way onli... so sorry lor... i will respect wateva decision u wanna make..." tis is wat u say in may.. when u JUS heard the news dat i wanna organise a chalet. and mind u, it was a BBQ; nt a chalet. arent u doin the same thing to me now. u said i wan to organise. bt dat's onli plannin and u r "jealous".. i haven even tink of wad i realli wan.. WHERE DO I EVEN STAND? it shld be mine turn to ask u. i oso doesnt noe u r going to organise. bt since i've already make my stand, i dun intend to do anything abt it. if u had asked me, perphas i wont even feel so emotional. wad do u wan now? i'm realli sick and tired of all tis.